Tuesday, May 15, 2007
2 posts in one day.. but this is HUGEE HUGEEE HUGEEE! THIS BOOK. THIS BOOOK RIGHT HERE. Thaat my friend Jamie did HAS MY LAYOUTS IN IT!!!!! The ones of my daddy. ALL that hard work I did for those weeks and yall were all ready to put me in an institution cuz I cried so much well GUESS WHAT HERE IT IS!!!!! HERE IS THE BOOK. IM so excited! Jamie got the shipment today so that meansssss My copies are on their way whehehwwwwww!!! IM so excited I have tears.
Wow.. I have had quite a few things that totally significantly changed my life. My father getting killed was a HUMONGOUS one Im a completely totally different person because of it now. Also John has really changed my life. He not only is my husband but he is my best friend..some days I feel my only friend that really gets what it is like to be me and have all the crapp I have. He knows what to say when IM upset to make me feel better, He tells me though when Im wrong and that I need to correct something. BUT, He will defend me to the end when I have been done wrong. He knows what to do when I get sick or start "having a sinker" as I call it. He knows when to tell me OK you need to chill for a while cuz your getting too stressed (THAT WOULD BE NOW HONEY!! HURRY UP AND COME HOME HA!) He is my biggest fan but also my best critique and will tell me "OK that looks weird" or I just don't "get it" when Im working on projects.
Bella Definitly changed our life Not just mine but both of ours. She is amazing. SHe is funny, creative, challenging and some days makes me wanna scream. But every night when I see that little one asleep in there I just think, WOW, aint it cool! WE never thought we would get this experience. Well, John did.. cuz he said he "always gets what he wants" ::eye roll:: also how he knew she would be a girl...::another eyeroll:: sadly to admit but.. he was right. DID I SAY THAT? CALL GUINESS cuz it won't happen again. Maybe I just miss him alot yeah that is it.
We have had to face lots of challenges in our life but they have always brought us closer together. When I pull away he pulls closer when he pulls away I pull closer. Its kinda cool actually. I honestly think I wouldn't be alive today if it were not for him. He is the one that said the dr was crazy and picked me up out of that hospital and took me to Lousiana to Ochner's to get a correct diagnosis. He is still my biggest fan and biggest advocate. He adapted his life because he knew my limitations. WHich has been a HUGE thing for him. HE sacrifices daily for us "his giyulls" he works hard, He provides us with pretty much everything we want that is within reason. HE does whatever he can to make us happy. WHat more could you ask for in a husband?
OK so before his head gets ANY LARGER and the guys where he is training want to schmack him around.. Ill stop and also because Bella is quiet which Usually means Disaster is in the making. I like the changes so far in our life well ok MOST of them. BUT what I LIKE most is that HE is the one who was with me through all of them cuz ya know... IT just wouldnt be the same without him. HE just rocks that is the best way I can explain it and well ... BELLA MISSES HER DADDY TOO! We get to mark another X today whehew!
***************SIDE NOTE:: BE SURE you go check out TREASURES TO SCRAP Store section under PRIMAS SHE got in a TON OF New prima flowers that are SOOOOO OMG SCRUMPTIOUS THAT YOU WILL NOT be able to live without (ok maybe just me but theya re soooooo awesome) GO HURRY cuz they are flyin out of the store!!!